NEED HELP GUYS:

Am a 24year old lady and am in serious relationship with a guy who loves me so much but everytime I get pregnant for him he says that he doesnt want me to keep the pregnancy and tells me to ABORT and that he is not yet ready for a family. Today i told him that am pregnant again and he said that i should abort again and he gave me 300k as usual. This will be my 7th time to abort and am very tired. What annoys me is that I don't like the way doctors are always staring underneath my legs and putting painful instruments inside my belly. I told him we use condoms but he refused long time ago saying I don't trust him.

What should I do people??

PLEASE HELP ME